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On Sept. 11, 2001, the staff of the University of California,
San Diego Medical Center’s Regional Burn Center
watched the unfolding tragedy at the World Trade Center
on television and, along with the rest of the world,
felt shock and dismay. But as medical professionals
familiar with the suffering of burn victims, they had
a uniquely and horrifically vivid idea of exactly what
was happening to the people trapped in the twin towers.
In particular, they knew that firefighters would be
among the injured and killed. Leann Cortimiglia, a 17-year
veteran of burn nursing, remembers that it was the thought
of those firefighters that got to her most. “Burn
nurses and firefighters are part of the same community
and, over the years, I have made a lot of firefighter
friends.”
Like people around the nation and the globe, Cortimiglia
and her colleagues wanted to do something to help. Daniel
Lozano, MD, director of the UCSD Burn Center, immediately
called the American Burn Association to volunteer himself
and his staff to go to New York and support medical
workers there. “We were ready to mobilize ourselves
to help the survivors,” Cortimiglia said. However,
as the extent of the disaster unfolded, it rapidly became
apparent that she and her colleagues would not be needed
in New York.
Although burn nurses like Cortimiglia were told by
FEMA officials that their presence in San Diego was
crucial, given the possibility of further terrorist
attacks, they felt frustrated and unable to give aid
to the New York burn specialists and firefighters with
whom they felt strong bonds of fellowship. Cortimiglia
was so distressed that she didn’t even have the
heart to participate in her church’s annual Christmas
tea—a fund-raising event she had always enjoyed
before.
Then one night, she woke up with a flash of inspiration:
She would set up her tea table as a memorial to the
firefighters who died Sept. 11. For the occasion, she
had the names of 343 of the fallen firefighters inscribed
on the tags of chocolate kisses that she distributed
to guests. For herself, she kept one of these tags in
memory of a firefighter named Martin McWilliams from
Fire House 22 in New York City, stuck to her cell phone
so that each time she used it, she could say a prayer
for him and his family.
Little did she predict that, within a year, she would
become closer than she could have imagined to the people
McWilliams had left behind—his fiancée,
who is a paramedic, and their baby daughter, only 9
months old at the time of the WTC attacks. But after
leaving a short message on www.legacy.com, she received
an e-mail from McWilliams’ fiancée, thanking
her for her prayers. From that e-mail, their correspondence
snowballed and, soon, they were making regular phone
calls.
Last summer, Cortimiglia finally had her opportunity
to “do something” for New Yorkers affected
by Sept. 11, although not in her professional capacity,
as she had originally imagined. The two pastors of her
church, Horizon Christian Fellowship, were members of
the Spiritual Care in Aviation Response Team and had
been called to New York immediately after the attacks
to set up chaplaincy programs. Now, they were organizing
a group of church members to conduct a summer ministry
for the survivors and the families of the dead. Cortimiglia
was going along.
Then a second flash of inspiration struck. She could
combine her spiritual mission with a professional one.
She collected letters of support and thanks from Lozano
and from UCSD Medical Center Director Sumi Kastelic,
and created a series of commemorative banners for the
firefighters and burn professionals of New York City.
The banners bore the signatures of hundreds of San Diego
nurses, burn specialists and community members. Included
were the signatures of participants and spectators at
San Diego’s annual Burn Run fund-raiser, sponsored
by the Burn Institute and the San Diego Fire Department.
Once in New York, Cortimiglia had the chance to connect
professionally and personally with people whose lives
were deeply affected by Sept. 11. She stayed as a houseguest
of her new friend, the firefighter’s fiancée,
rounding up fellow church members to help out around
the house, painting the living room and cleaning the
gutters. One day, the two women simply sat together,
looked at photo albums and wept for McWilliams and his
fallen comrades.
At New York-Presbyterian/Columbia/Cornell Medical Center’s
William Randolph Hearst Burn Center, where most of the
Sept. 11 burn victims were treated, Cortimiglia was
part of an embassy of San Diego burn professionals who
conveyed the gratitude and admiration of their community
to their colleagues. They toured the state-of-the-art
facilities and met the nurses and other staff who had
more or less lived around-the-clock at the center for
the three weeks following the attacks.
Although Cortimiglia heard many moving stories from
her New York colleagues, that which left the greatest
impression on her was told by the burn center’s
chaplain, the Rev. Carolyn Yard. Yard had been at a
meeting in the south tower of the World Trade Center
when American Airlines Flight 11 crashed into the north
tower. Hearing the impact and seeing smoke, flames and
flying debris outside the window, Yard knew something
was seriously wrong. She distrusted the message being
broadcast over the building’s public address system
telling people to remain calm and stay put. According
to Cortimiglia, “She just heard a loud voice in
her head telling her to get out, and get everyone else
out.” And that’s what she did, although
it took time. Her group escaped to safety just seconds
before the collapse of the south tower.
What impressed Cortimiglia most, however, was what
Yard did next. She went down to the waterfront and persuaded
the captain of one of the fireboats to take her uptown
so she could report to work. She knew that the burn
center would be inundated and that she would be needed.
As soon as she reached her office, she was called into
action, pausing only to change from her debris-and-gore-spattered
shoes into a clean pair she kept under her desk. It
was three days before anyone noticed the grimy shoes
and asked her about them—that was the first time
any of her co-workers learned that Yard had been at
Ground Zero when the attacks happened.
“For many people, the attacks have faded into
the past,” Cortimiglia said. “But for the
people who treated the victims and for the families
of the victims, it doesn’t end. You don’t
see the people who aren’t coping so well on television,
the widow who still hasn’t opened the door of
her husband’s car, the ones who cry every time
they hear a fire engine go by.”
In her view, the most important thing for the rest
of us is to keep remembering that there are still those
who are hurting and those whose heroism went unsung.
She knew she had finally found a way to help when she
recently told McWilliams’ fiancée that
this year, once again, her tea table had served as a
memorial to the firefighter and the others from his
company who died; her friend said, “Thank you
for not forgetting us.”
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