I was asleep
in my bed, having taken a sick day from my job at the medical
intensive care unit of Mount Sinai Hospital; however, my rest
was interrupted at about 9 a.m. by my fiancee, who was on duty
at St. Vincent's Hospital on Manhattan's lower west side.
I cannot remember
her exact words, but upon hearing the phrases "airplane crash"
and "World Trade Center" from our telephone answering
machine, I immediately jumped out of bed and switched on the television
news. Almost simultaneously, I remember looking out of our bedroom
window and wondering what she was talking about, as our back garden
looked so pretty with all the flowering plants amid the sunshine.
Nonetheless,
the reality of the situation was instantly revealed as I flipped
through the television news channels, which all were carrying
pictures of the first plane's impact into the World Trade Center.
Having ran outside to see what was going on, I was really confused
as I could not see any smoke nor hear any of the explosions from
our 21st Street and Ninth Avenue apartment.
I returned
to my apartment and sat down to watch the news, wincing in horror
as the second passenger plane smashed into the other World Trade
Center building. The telephone again rang and my fiancee confirmed
that St. Vincent's was standing by to take casualties. She and
her research colleagues were being moved to a makeshift clinical
area as St. Vincent's emergency preparedness plan swung into action.
Unable to
contact my parents in Scotland, I got ready to go into [work],
as my manager had contacted me before the telephone lines got
busy. I rode my bike onto 21st Street and Eighth Avenue to take
my normal route to work, which was jam-packed with slow-moving
traffic and pedestrians trying to leave Manhattan.
Nevertheless,
as everyone was so calm and orderly in the aftermath of the disaster,
I arrived at work shortly after 11 a.m. Security was strict and
Mount Sinai had its emergency preparedness plan firmly in place.
The ICU had
transferred half of its patients into the general hospital population
and a full complement of medical, nursing and technical staff
was standing by, while the ER had closed its doors to other admissions
and cleared out its emergency areas to take casualties.
Throughout
the next few hours, everyone was glued to the television, anxiously
awaiting any news of survivors but sadly, none was forthcoming.
At about 5
p.m., I managed to speak again with my fiancee, who confirmed
that St. Vincent's had been busy with eye and smoke inhalation
injuries; however, there had been very few life-threatening injuries
and the feeling was of an enormous death toll.
I got some
rest and worked overnight in the ICU, as many staff were unable
to come into Manhattan; bridges and tunnels were closed by the
city government, effectively sealing the city. However, [that]
night was quiet in our unit as we kept vigil hoping for any signs
of survivors reported by the television news, and as I left for
home there was still no good news.
As I rode
through the city, I felt nauseated and depressed by the scale
of this diabolical act that had rendered the city unbelievably
quiet, save for the convoys of rescue personnel from outside New
York.