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Editor's
Note
A different world
National tragedy transforms our lives and our
profession
Barbara Brown,
Ed.D., RN, FAAN
Editor, Mountain West Edition
October
8, 2001

The horrific
events of terrorism Sept. 11 make writing very difficult, as our
country is faced with changes everywhere. Not only will nurses and
their roles in health care change, but all citizens have been affected
in one way or another and are feeling the change in their everyday
lives. We are told to return to a life of normalcy as soon as possible
when a tragic event occurs. It took me a year to re-assimilate into
a sense of America after living and working in Saudi Arabia from
1987 to 1991. Yes, I was there during the Gulf War and still have
my gas mask, just in case.
In retrospect,
I know I voluntarily gave up many freedoms to work in an Islamic
country. I was the associate executive director at the King Faisal
Specialist Hospital and Research Centre in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia,
and was able to assist the U.S. military with setting up medical
evacuation hospitals during Desert Storm. We were always aware of
the potential for terrorism and knew that we had to be cautious
wherever we went, due to anti-American sentiment among so many people
who did not want us there.
We espouse our
freedom of religion, but I could not begin to express this freedom
in an Islamic country. I could not wear my nurse's pin from Marquette
University, as it has a cross on it. Illegal "coffee hours"
on Friday mornings (Friday is the Islamic holy day) replaced any
Christian services. A priest was able to come from Europe occasionally,
dressed as a salesman or a teacher so we could have a full celebration
of Mass. Otherwise, it was undercover laypeople practicing our beliefs.
There is the Blue Crescent/Blue Shield and Red Crescent Society
instead of the Red Cross. A brochure from Austria with a church
on it was confiscated by customs as I returned after a leave and
was told it was "haram," meaning evil. Israel is blacked
out on the maps; to them, it does not exist.
Yes, the events
of Sept. 11 have caused feelings of trepidation and uncertainty
to resurface. Even while I lived in Saudi Arabia, we heard about
an eventual jihad, a holy war against Christianity. Yet, I came
to know a family-oriented people and was privileged to be in their
homes for baby-welcoming parties and weddings, and as a guest, even
in Bedouin tents in the desert. Any nurse who has cared for people
of many different cultures and beliefs will acknowledge that we
are all unique individuals with concern for each other. I am crying
again as I hear the national anthem and "God Bless America."
Yes, I am home in America with my children and 13 grandchildren,
but I know that we will never feel the safety and security of America
again in the same way.
I have been
flying to meetings, even though my travel plans were disrupted,
as they were for many, during that awful week of infamy in September.
I heard disgruntled passengers complain, and all I could say was,
"I am grateful to our Lord that I made it home safely. I am
going to church to pray for all those who do not have a home to
go to and for those who do not have their loved ones coming home."
I am different now as you are.
We may have
to return to gas rationing and sugar, coffee and shoe rationing
as we did when I was a young girl during World War II. Our practice
of nursing will change as more nurses leave with their National
Guard units and the Reserves. We will experience an even greater
shortage of nurses and a greater demand for our services. Stress
(post-traumatic stress disorder) will reawaken in veterans and surface
in those who have experienced such grave losses. Physical well-being
will be disrupted, as anxiety manifests itself in physiological
ways.
Patience and
forgiveness with love and respect will bring us together as a profession
and as a nation. Hug each other and care for yourselves with the
same diligence you give to your patients. You and your loved ones
do come first. I am so proud of every nurse, wherever you are, and
will continue to support you in whatever way I can. Let me know
how you are. Thank you for your commitment to caring.
What do you think?
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